siren-sound's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Table ___ My dad was being a dad, and he definitely has a way of making a 44-year-old feel like a 4-year-old. "Now, you got to be careful with these. Wear protective glasses and really watch your hands. The wood can kick back and it can really hurt you." "It's cool dad, I don't need my hands." We needed a table for our backyard. I had the wood and many screws and took out a trusty pencil to draw cut marks on the wood. (By the way, don't do it this way. Get a plan and stuff.) And started cutting and screwing stuff together. I fashioned a pretty ok looking top, which was exciting, but I knew that was the easy part. My first hiccup was the legs. I had no idea if the legs were supposed to be straight and how there were going to keep the table up without any kind of braces. I put the project aside, and went back to my life and kept thinking about the legs. So, the point is that I had no attachment to being an amazing carpenter. None. I knew I was bad at it, cause I had never done it before. I didn't feel bad that I didn't know how to put a table together, I knew I just needed to walk away for a bit, think and come back to it. I was totally in love with that process. So, now with this new process, I have been applying it to some pretty big "tables" like my podcast, parenting, growing my business, and being a good human. Going from here to there, and not falling into the self-sabotage traps that made me quit before. It's a good way to go. 10:51 a.m. - 2019-02-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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